Its been a year since I started this blog. Wow! Wow wow wow!! I'm writing this from the doctors office which I am at because of my hospital visit ugh. I'm ok I have some gull stones that will be out soon. Enough about that. This time last year I started writing because my wife was in Africa. It made it easier to past the time and keep up with what happened. So guess what my wife again is in Africa lol. My kids are still beautiful. But I am very different. Our family is different. Two of my daughters are staying with their mom. Which the Lord told me I would have to let them go years before. I always assumed it would be for college or something. It still is weird and hurts a bit but we're ok. "The Littles, Ruby and Esther, are very much "mediums" now. Moriah a Phee have grown into incredible women. Pam has more confidence in who she is in Christ and it shows in amazing ways. Then there is me. The Lord has slowed me down in a very positive way. Our relat...